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Hello,
You may know by now that I have carpel tunnel, it's been off and on for years now but this year it has hit me hard and I can't take the pain. I can't even pick up a pencil without my thumb and hand going numb and the nerve feeling like it's about to burst open. It hurts so bad. I have barely enough money to go to the doctor and I would do commission to help that out but I can't. I am still going but it's just going to be hard. AND since I have delayed getting Medicaid/Medicare I regret it. Also doesn't help that I have not been working out like I was while I was in school. It's just a lot of factors and it doesn't help that I am lazy and procratnated a lot of this stuff, so I just need to lay off the computer again (for the 6th + time) , I'd say about til the end of this year. I'll be on and off but other than that you will not see much from me and it's upset but I gotta do what I gotta do.
I love you all, thank you for watching me and all and I'll see ya'll next year.~
Update
So here is an update on some things that I have not been able to talk about for awhile:
1. Sadly the tablet I bought just quit on me. I can not get it to connect at all and it's very frustrating and upsetting. SO Come tax session I will be getting another one, one that I know will work and last me awhile.
2. Getting a new job has been wonderful and also kind of a burden on my art. I am hoping here after getting it all straight (mostly meaning getting my car back and having a set schedule) I hope to at least bring you some doodles and start posting up concept for my story.
I am just hoping that have a set schedule for most things will giv
I'm slowly getting there
I have been on and off of drawing for awhile now, but I am trying to get there. The carpel tunnel is no better but I can still use my hands. I still work so there is that and I can't just stop.
I'm not sure as to where I will be going with all this ... but I am hoping soon to at least post more often.
-Keno
Update for ya once again...
Carpel is worse.
Still no insurance.
Car is broke down, might need a new one.
Married now. Husband and I are working through this all.
Job still shitty.
And duento carpel can't draw much at all these days.
-Keno
A quick update.
Hello everyone,
So this journal is just to say I am alive and well for now and just give you a quick update on what has been happening.
For how ever long it as been the pain in my hand has not subsided at all. It seems to be getting worse with no matter what I do. Wear my brace, lay off of it, etc. It's starting to effect my daily life. The thing is I know what to do it's just finding the time and energy to do it is very difficult right now due to my home life, depression and finical issues. I am really wanting to make it better but trying to find the motivation is ...hard to say the least. Realistically I just need to stop whining, get off
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I am sorry to hear that. You should try to get medicaid if it available, see if you qualify. What if the damage becomes permanent even if you get it taken care of? I hope things work out and you feel better soon.