You may know by now that I have carpel tunnel, it's been off and on for years now but this year it has hit me hard and I can't take the pain. I can't even pick up a pencil without my thumb and hand going numb and the nerve feeling like it's about to burst open. It hurts so bad. I have barely enough money to go to the doctor and I would do commission to help that out but I can't. I am still going but it's just going to be hard. AND since I have delayed getting Medicaid/Medicare I regret it. Also doesn't help that I have not been working out like I was while I was in school. It's just a lot of factors and it doesn't help that I am lazy and procratnated a lot of this stuff, so I just need to lay off the computer again (for the 6th + time) , I'd say about til the end of this year. I'll be on and off but other than that you will not see much from me and it's upset but I gotta do what I gotta do.
I love you all, thank you for watching me and all and I'll see ya'll next year.~